Wow, its been a very long time since i have written in this thing.... I guess i just sorta forgot about everything latley.. pretty soon the rest of my summer will be bizzy as hell, ill be lucky if i ever have any free time.. maybe a little here and there, which will be spent w/ eb and friends... I'll be working.. and doing field hockey and drivers ed.. oh boy! Ehh, me and eb fight all the time now, well its not really fighting.. its more like argueing.. I hate every moment of it, and i wish we would just stop. Its been almost a year... for our 1 year annerversy hes buying me a promise ring, because we do plan on being together for the rest of our lives. Hes deffinatly "the one" i dont care how people say high school relationships never work... because i know this one will. I love him alot and i always will. Iv done some pretty nifty stuff this summer, six flags,camping..movies..i dont really know, i didnt do alot of stuff.. i watch in good company today.. it was a pretty sucky movie.. but oh well.. didnt get to hang out with eb today, which totally sucked.. because i was bored outta my mind.. but i didnt feel really good tho.. so w/e i feel sorta depressed today.. like i thought about everything today.. my papa.. losing friends.. erin leaving..me and eb argueing all the time.. idk.. it all kinda sucks.. tomorrow morning i have to get up at 7:30 again.. cuz i have drivers ed.. then at 3:30 i have to drive w/ franny..atleast i get to see eb tomorrow and wednesday.. thursday he has to go to maine with his mom.. whcih means i wont get to see him that day.. but i guess hes just going for the day.. and then i get to see him friday.. this summer has been a really bad summer for me.. i have been so anti-social.. and idk why.. i guess im being retarded.. but i cant help it.. i just dont have the urg to do anything anymore.. i need some motivation!!!!!! :-(